You've just made your way into my mountain. Here's a bit about this dragon. I'm sarcastic and I enjoy classic rock. I'm probably a reincarnated greaser who died street racing or smoking too many packs a day. I'm panromantic and demisexual, a cosplayer, and a snail and stingray enthusiast. I've got an IQ the size of Stark tower, l'm an incarnation of Lucifer and I am a fire drake from the north that lives in a mountain full of gold and bathes in hellfire. You can call me Jordan, Dracona or the big fat dragon. You can read about my interests on my fandoms page.
I track the tag thejarpad
Because I would play the hell out of a Supernatural video game.
dean winchester + tumblr, part 2 (part 1)
Dean and Weapons: The First Blade9x16 "Blade Runners" / 9x21 "King of the Damned" /
9x22 "Stairway to Heaven" / 9x23 "Do You Believe in Miracles"
Let’s talk about Dean and the first blade and how Dean bit by bit lost himself a little more to the mark’s and blades’ powers until it was too late.
Let’s talk about how a lot of Dean’s “going dark”-arc has been foreshaowed in S8 and the whole purgatory storyline. From the shape of Dean’s purgatory blade being so very similar to the shape of the first blade to him embracing his monstrous side and torturing to drinking in killing with eyes wide open. All of it was re-visited and explored on a deeper level with Dean taking on the Mark of Cain and killing with the first blade. And while there are a lot of parallels in the general set up, there is one major difference: In purgatory Dean’s quest was driven by a wish to escape monsterland together with his best friend, a wish to go home. Yes, his journey was motivated by a wish to live.
In S9 it was almost the complete opposite. He took on the Mark of Cain as a punishment, as a means to an end, as a way to make up for what he did to Sam. It wasn’t a hero thing and it wasn’t motivated by a wish to be alive, but a longing for nothingness, for calm, for peace of mind, for it all to just be over. Yes, in a way it might have been a wish to die…
Let’s talk about how Dean accepted the mark without caring about the consequences, without caring about getting to know the whole story, just reading the label, not the ingredients. But it’s always about the fine print, isn’t it?
Let’s talk about how him and Sam went looking for the blade and how Dean was not only denied the choice to touch the blade once, but twice. Let’s talk about how it was Cuthbert Sinclair/Magnus, who pushed the blade into Dean’s hand, activating the mark in a new way, it’s poison crawling through Dean’s veins into his bloodstream like a drug. Providing a rush, a feeling that pushed everything else Dean was struggling with into the back of his head, drowning out the noise and making him crave that feeling of calm, of purpose, of being in control (while truly being anything but) every day a bit more to the point he became dependent on it, a slave to a damaging and dangerous addiction.
Let’s talk about all of that and then let’s talk about Crowley. The King of Hell, who was the other one to push the blade into Dean’s hands, erasing Dean’s choice to rather die than turn into what he never wanted to be (though of course Dean most probably would have woken up a demon without Crowley and the blade as well since the ~magic doesn’t come from the blade, but the mark - after all without the mark the blade is useless) and raise him a demon with eyes pitch black reflecting the darkness that has steadily been clawing its way out from the pit of Dean’s stomach for years.
How did the saying go again? Ah yeah right..
"The eyes are the mirror of the soul and reflect everything that seems to be hidden and like a mirror, they also reflect the person looking into them."
Well, and doesn’t that give an all new twist to Dean showing Sam his shiny black eyes asking "Which one of us is truly the monster" and saying “It’s all you”?
I CAN’T BREATHE
this is how it happened, trust me I’m a destiel shipper
Cas + squinting eyes: Hunteri Heroici vs. Clip Show
if you’re ever really sad you should probably go look at cake wrecks. your life won’t improve or anything but you’ll probably be too busy trying to decide why the word “ultrasound” is suddenly so funny to you to remember why you were sad, at least for a little while
there was something about being there… it felt pure
"White people built america"
"Columbus is a hero"
"Survival of the fittest"
"Slavery, segregation, some MLK & Rosa Parks happened, end of racism"
"The Melting Pot"
"Land of the free/opportunity"